I like to love. I like to make you happy. I like to make you laugh. I like to give when I am able to. I like to fix your problems. I like to listen. I like lifting your spirits. I like making you smile. I like to be your motivation. I like to be your inspiration. I like being available to you. I like thinking of you. I like you.
I like who I am, but not everyone likes me. How do I change this? That is a question I have been trying to answer my entire life. Is it possible to be liked by everyone? When you think of me, if you think of me; I just want the thoughts to be positive. I want your approval, but it is out of reach. I want to stop reaching for it, but I don't know how.
How do I see myself:
-- Outgoing
-- Bubbly
-- Friendly
-- Intelligent
-- Persistent
-- Stubborn
-- Loving
-- Caring
-- Pretty
-- Opinionated
-- Determined
-- Talkative
How you see me:
-- Conceited
-- Rude
-- Inconsiderate
-- Opinionated
-- Lazy
-- Ugly
-- Uncaring
-- Ditzy
-- Obnoxious
-- Talkative
-- Narcissist
-- Annoying
I think my mirror is broken. My self image is a positive one, but in this world I feel as if I am being judged in a negative way. I just want to be perceived in the manner in which I think I am portraying??? I want to know it is okay to be happy w/ being me.
I am just me. I am just a wife. I am just a mother. I am just a daughter. I am just a friend.
It's okay. You all can have your opinions, but I enjoy smiling. I enjoy being happy. I will share my smile and conversation w/ anyone who needs one. I love me and that's okay!
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